I Can Feel The Outcome

1st Sept
the date
that i will remember for the rest of my life
y?
because i think i have been scammed by AsiaSoft..
a SEA online game provider
which was before
hosting RappelzSEA


im lvl 107 ;p

last moments ;/

On that day
RappelzSEA officially closed
WTF?

i have played this game
about 2/3 year
i put all my mind,body and soul into this game
yes
can u imagine
you sitting in front of ur
lappy or pc
14-18 hours per day
just for this crappy game
lol
i had done it!!
( u can ask my papa or mama if u dun believe)

and
because of this game
and i really2 tired and exhausted
when this routine keep cycle about
1 month...
1 month of my mid sem break
WTF?

and when i decided to stop playing any online games
honestly there is 1 Q that haunt me..
b4 i go bed every nite
can i REALLY stop?
because i cant resist it.
its like a drug
or maybe i think its more like
a cigarette
means sooner or later
maybe i will play back
those addictive online games
old habits die hard eh..
WTF?

Eh
but anyways
now i can sleep better and smoother
haha
no more panda eyes
no more xcukup masa
nak buat ini..nak buat itu
and i have more time to spend
with my girlfriends
;)

Im not slow.im fast..yes im fasting

phew..
15 ramadhan da
da setngh bulan pose
xsedar langsung mase bergerak lincah giler
alah..
mcm time skola2 dulu la..
alih2 da abes spm
da abes skola
kejap GILAK mase berlalu!!!


p/s : tiap2 balek kompem ujan ;)

hurm..
bulan pose ni tiap2 hujung minggu aku balek Rembau
lately aku da mula bawak pengangkutan tayar 4
ke Bangi
tu yg lagi lincah tu.
;)

and thank God..setat dari awal sem
aku ari Jumaat mmng xde klas
so bole cabut ari Kames ptng
sebab Kames pun kelas pg jek
TAPI
time table pas raye neh
lagi GILAK
padat!!
ye la kan
sebelum raye rilek jek
lepas raye die balas kaw2
;/

eh.
ade satu bnde terjadi mase
time pose ni la
ade satu ari
tngh duk lepak2 kat cafe
BERDEMUM!!
mcm bunyi kentut pun ade
tp sebnrnye eksiden
depan GMI
GILAK tragik
terbalik kot Myvi tu
hurm..cakap ade nmpak antu pun xley jgk
sebab kene ikat kot bulan pose ni
mungkin bnyk sngt makan mase buke
perut penuh = kepala hi
haha

teka mane owner


suke Nazri ngn Alip.esok gy tikam nombor.lol

Finally : Offline Games

~rehab..i wan rehab !!~

sesuatu yg amat perit
tetapi aku rase very crucial
dalam hidup aku

............................................................................

petang Jumaat yg lalu
aku kol sorang mmbr aku
mmbr aku yg punyai minat yg same
MAEN ONLINE GAMES

"Hasbi,aku nak brenti maen online game.Travian tu ko amek la.Rapplez same Pandora Saga semua aku xmaen da....."

"laa..sal Man?"

"aku kengkang la jawab test Machine td......"

haah..
before aku amek test ari Jumaat lepas
aku da niat dalam ati
kang ni test Machine xpat jawab
aku nak brenti la maen game online
actually bukan xpat jawab
soklan senang
tp aku rase sebab aku bnyk mengadap PC dari buku
tu yg aku terlepas tngk bnde2 yg senang tu
bnde2 yg sepatutnye aku teliti

and lepas abes test but b4 aku balek kg
i have decided to retired
and thanks God aku diberi kekuatan
nak lupekan jadah ni yg buat aku ketagih
semenjak sekian lame

many of my frens terkejut cipan
kekekeke
tapi apekan daye
umo da 22 tahun
komitmen pun makin kencang
dari sehari ke sahari
aku pun da xlarat nak ngadap PC 24/7
kalo nak diikutkan
aku bole online 15-18 hours per day
hanye dengan bermain online games
honestly passion tu maseh ade
tp aku nak convert passion tu pade bnde laen
mungkin kepada hal kerohanian
;D

omgomg
doakan aku berjaya!!

Just Find It When Updating My Comp

Sem 1 Electric Principle Class With Hj. Noh

PAnggung WAyang GAMbar

alamak!!
aku da tekene virus ni semula
bukan virus H1n1
virus ni merebak jika aku cuti sem sahaja.
tapi lately mengganas walhal maseh tersengguk2 blaja
tak ketentuan
name dye virus wayang

bukan ape
da 2 minggu
da 6 wayang tangok
adeh...
kopak duet neh
english film + malay film
and ni pun br jek balek dr tngk Setem
arahan Khabir Bahtia

aku mmng suke tngk cite arahan dye
sinemati yg cantek
imej yg vivid
ade objek dan subjek dalam darjah skop kamera
walaopun ade sedikit yg xkena dalam pertuturan layar
previously aku suke gilak ngn film Cinta & Sepi
honestly very touching lo..
and bnyk unsur2 keinsanan.
yg cube disubjektifkan dalam olahannya di film

hurm
tapi yg ni film br ---> Setem
humour la plak,
but its ok
n1 oso
tapi ade skit yg xkene ngn gengsta
agak xgengsta dalam pandangan aku
agak hormoni gangstanya
kekekeke
nnti korang tngk korang tau la

seawal yg aku ingt
dulu-dulu
aku mmng xsuke tngk wayang cite melayu
tp.....
ingt lagi mase raye 3-4 tahun lepas
semuanya berubah

"weh.jom tngk cite I Know What U Did Last Raya.."

"lol..membazir la..tngk cite Jackie Chan la.cite sekual Police Story"

"laa..jom la..aku blanje"

haa..tu la 1st time ntgk cite melayu kat wayang
naseb mmbr blanje
kalo x aram nak tngk
mentang2 loaded
br pas raye
hahaha

and after dat

WOW

not bad la cite melayu
ok ape kalo nak mmbazir duet skit nak gy tngk
and thanks guys
kerana membuka mate aku
sejuling-julingnye
;)

o0o

ade beberape perkara yg xbetul

berlaku minggu neh

1. isnin - asemen machine br nak wat padahal 10mnt lagi nak antar.pro~
2. rabu - demam !!! omgomg H1N1 maybe
3. fri - xjady gy mlake.walao..da plan 1bln lepas neh ;(

and finally today ari ahad.
dan dat means
satu lagi minggu yg hectic / kacau bilau da berlalu.
conclusinya untuk minggu lepas

1. isnin - hekeleh..sempat kot siap.tnggl discusion jek kot.keke
2. rabu - pergh.ari jumaat br gy check sepital n thank God xde pepe ;)
3. fri - oooo....bole study..next monday test..lol

Saya Pernah Jatuh Tapi Bangun Kembali

This Is Real Story bout Myself.

aku tergerak nak tulis pasal ni coz mase B.I td my TTO told us bout job and future

" skng yg dapat straight A's pun susah nak cont blaja.kamu blaja untuk ape? kejekan. "

yah..
dat's true.
life is just hard.
aku nak start dari mane eh.
hurm..let me see..

erkk..
TING!!
ok.
got it

ok start dari abes skola.
my SPM result is quite ok.
7A's but it not pawned at all.
nothing elsewhere to go so i decided to go Matriculation College

FYI.
martix Changlun FTW.
bes dowh.
walaopun honestly la aku tgk kalo budak2 skola asrama
at 1st akan terumbang ambing coz when u enter matrix
u at ur own.
i mean..
kene blaja sndri + cari bahan sndri + tanye sndri
not like skol..
semua disuapkan oleh cekgu2

frankly i work really hard in matrix but in the end my PNGK only 2.9.
maybe i not work hard enuf.
maybe.......

and then after finished matrix aku try apply Uni.
and thank God i've been accepted by UMS in Mech Eng.

DAN DISINI LA SAYA JATUH yg TERAMAT JAUH

disini la aku start bnyk bermain
bermain dgn kwn
bermain online games
susah nak datang ke kelas la gamaknye
ye la bile bnyk maen maka timbul la sifat malas.
memang sentiase xpaham bile tyme lecture.
da la tu malas nak tanye
adeh.
nak cakap culture shock pun ye jgk.
haha.
tp aku rase sebenarnye semuanye datang dr hati & minda aku sndri
hati & minda aku mmbiarkan napsu menguasai diri.
takde tentangan walaupun tau bnde tu xbetul
hati & minda aku yg xteguh.

dan akhirnya aku berhenti UMS coz after 4 sem aku rase peluang aku
nak graduate xsecerah lampu spotlight da.
da jadi mcm lampu pasar malam.
lol
aku tarik diri dngn PNGK 2.3+

SAYA BERDIRI KEMBALI DGN SEDIKIT KUDRAT

new post at 6.30pm

after that i really2 want to cont my study.
this is my last chance and i hope this time it will be diference
and Alhamdulillah i got respond from Unikl and GMI

but i choose GMI for a dip rather than Unikl for a degree
and i hope my decisions is correct

KEMBALI GAGAH BERLARI

selepas hampir 1 tahun di GMI aku rase betul2
bersyukur kepada Tuhan
sesungguhnya Tuhan amat menyayangi hamba-Nya
walaupun aku kekadang alpa terhadap-Nya
dan juga kepada family yg xpernah memandang rendah dan sentiasa support aku.
air mata ni kadang2 mengalir juga tanpa disedari apabila ketikanya
mengenangkan betapa aku sungguh bertuah.

and for 2 sem i got constant result.
malu nak sebut tp if dekat Uni orng cakap Anugerah Dekan.
but no such thing like dat in GMI
nah..its not important.
btw i hope i will suxcced and pray really hard for it ;D

Peluh Ketiakku

AKHIRNYA!!!!
aku membeli kasut sukan.
agak terkejut jugak sebenarnya bile beli sebab xbajek pun.
tup tap tngk aritu ade sale 50% off.
so ape lagi.
angkat la.
jenema cikai je.
Reebok

btw.
after discount pun arge atill rm200+
OMGOMG.........................

after that.
aku rase mula la aktif bersukan balik kot
mulakan idup br..
lol..
so far da 2 hari berjogging semula..
naseb kawan ada jd peneman.

wah..
1st time jog after lame xjog.
senak perut..
lemak berlebihan.
haha.

ades.
pasni nak try control makan pulak.
yay~
ari2 gy bantai makan quaker
o.0

Anak En. Potter FTW

last week my fren and i go watched harry potter.
actually b4 kami pergi kami wat reservation kat GSC mid valley.
sebab confirm penuh umat manusia duk beratur beli tiket mase.
ye la kn..1st day harry potter release kat MY.

lepas kelas ngn bangganye bole lagi lepak2.
bole siap tito+guling-guling+maen congkak lagi.
sebab pikir da wat reservation kul 5.40..
so gerak dari bangi ade la dalam kul 3 lebey..

sampai mid dgn lincahnye terus melulu gy GSC..
alih2 sampai kat reservation counter dye mintak 5 digit.
WTF!!
5 digit?
ape tuh?
.......


laaaa..skali mmng ade la mase booking tu..
kami yg lupe ambil.
adeh.
so nak tak nak terpakse la beratur.but luckly ade seat mase kul 5.10 tp WOW!!
1st row!!
nah.layan je la..

btw.
harry potter ar..
bnyk cakap dari eksen..
kalo korng tngk.mesti korng perasan yg bnyk romantik scenes kan.
yah..this time maybe dyrong nak tunjukkan perubahan horman watak2 harry potter~!!

tapi dumbledore mati!!!
adeh~
ape2hal kasi la aku pheonix ko ye dumbledore~
haha..

so.
i giving 3.5 /5
no offence!~

Thinking Of Quitting

Hurm..
after naek sem 3 neh br aku sedar its gonna be tougher then ever.
i mean in term of study..

So..
im thinking of QUITTING rapplez but not yet dota.
seriously,
online games make me sick.
no time at all for my real life.
no time for my frens,my family and myself.
24/7 in front of pc
later maybe i go chnge to offline game

nah.. i had realize it 4 years b4 but its very addictive..
lol~